Linda,

My love.

You guessed it right away. I don't know how she learned that name, seeing as though you're not around to call me that.

Today was a really hard day, I sat reading the words you wrote just to help bring some smiles into my soul. I look fine, but inside I don't know what's happening. The feelings of insanity that I have will soon drive me into one of those, Asiles d'aliénés. My doctor says that it's completely normal, although it feels like the end of the world.

Remember when we got lost on the coast and we had to knock on doors to see if anyone could help us? I miss adventure, but I chose this life. Maja was the womans name. She loved you, with your smile, and your skinny little waist. She wanted to fatten you up like a pig getting ready for the slaughter house. That was the best meal and stay anywhere that whole trip. Maybe even my whole life.

I'm terribly sorry. I'm lost in my mind right now. Please, I just need to read your words.

Your love,

Lilou