Forever is today

What a great night. Had a meet up with a great friend. Got a little tipsy...woke up still dressed.

A little foggy today but the journey is great. A situation has come to my attention and it must be addressed immediately. Although I'm not going to say a word. Why? Because I recently tell myself via tattoos...listen...let go...

I'm onto my new life. Today feeling all foggy is a little rough. But I'll make it. I had to let loose. I was seen for my true self in for what seemed like forever. I can breathe although my breathing is shallow now it will grow into the depths of my belly and open up a feeling of complete love. I am love. I was afraid to see it. I was afraid of so much for a little while there..but I've now cut my ties with many people in my life as its time for something new. It's time for a person to look me in the eyes and tell me the important things that I deserve to know.

I will not get over this talking in person or looking into my eyes thing. Totally not gonna get over it.

But don't be afraid. Every action causes a reaction and my reactions are a little extreme sometimes but really I'm totally ok with them. Because when I think about it...I'm upset.

Today. I journey out into the world. Expressing whatever I need to express. I have no idea what that is. But I have a feeling. And I'm going to follow it,